How i lost my virginity
I lost my virginity last year im 19. She was 15 at the time. She contacted me first and asked me if I wanted to be fwb. I wasn't thinking about the age difference at the time but she wasn't bothered about it.
I went to her house. She was nervous and so was I tbh. I'd never had s** before, she only had s** once at a party when she was drunk. I didn't know what I was doing. We started with a b******* then I sat her down and removed her clothing. Her t*** were DD at least. She lied down on the bed and I got on top and f***** her. I started to c** in less than a minute I pulled out and came in the condom. I fingered her p****, sucked her nipples and kissed her. My parents were ok with the age difference but gave me the lecture about going out with girls my own age. My friends were not so understanding but never judged me. She was a great girl almost perfect. Smart, funny, attractive and kind.
We did it about 5 times that day before starting a relationship. Needless to say it didn't work out. We broke up a month later. We stayed in touch and tried again a few times with no luck.
Now I have a rule about the people I go out with. Two years younger or two years older no more.
I'm worried that I've done the wrong thing and that I might get into trouble. I just need some advice is it wrong? How do I improve my performance in bed?
Any advice from men and women will be appreciated. No judgement please. Thank you.