i met you six years ago now, five
i met you six years ago now, five years ago you started paying attention to me in private, you wouldnt ever when people were around only one time in front of people did you act like you cared, i cared for you so much i knew what was going on and i continued to let it because i knew you felt the same but were too scared or ashamed to admit it but in your arms i felt it, youd have s** with me and then leave the room, all but once. but everytime we were together i knew something was there.
after nine months of having s** with you in private with you only calling me your girl to a few close friends i gave up, i just figured that being in a band and being able to show off and hook up with girls on tour was more important to you.
i didnt talk to you for 4 years, and you've pop'd up again, we talked more than we ever used to and got to know eachother more, even started a movie sharing system while you've been overseas on tour telling you movies to watch on netflix online and you telling me which ones you think i should watch, its become something special, im just coming out of a 3 year relationship and its been extreamly h****** me and he continues to get in the way of my life..
you finally asked me on a 'proper' date and when you did i just laughed, not to be rude, but because i couldnt believe it.
my secret. you will end up with me someday if not forever then at least for a little while, i wont say its love but i know theres something special there.