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The fact that I can't express the
The fact that I can't express the things I think and feel makes me feel like a robot.
All I can do is paint.
Paint things that mean almost nothing to me.
Nearly nothing.
It doesn't satisfy me.
I want to write gorgeous, beautiful music with amazing lyrics.
Like the song Konstantine by Something Corporate.
But..I don't know if I ever will.
It's enough to make me cry.
And it has.
Where can I find the drugs you are on?
What exactly makes me a loser?
You are a loser!
I don't feel sorry for myself.
I feel frustrated with myself.
It's really annoying that the things I CAN do,
are not usually the things I wish I was good at.
I can write,
I can write well.
The thing is,
nothing I write turns out exactly how I want it to.
heh same. I like to make music, and I will get violin lessons soon [again]. I haven't played for a long time. I want to play again.
And, paint something that means something to you. Though, IMO, I think music expresses more than art.
Boy, stop feeling sorry for yourself and just do what you feel.
If you paint thing that mean nothing,
Paint something with connotation.
If you wish to compose,
Learn how and do so.
If it is enough to make you cry, it's worth it.
[kaffrine]