I have a boyfriend that I've been with
I have a boyfriend that I've been with for 6 months, it's been great and I still love him completely.
But I got in touch with an old enemy. A year back we had a few nasty fights and until now I had pretty much forgotten about it.
But, we talked and it started getting really...intimate? I guess you could say. I dont know why I did, to be honest.
We hung out yesterday and it was amazing. I won't get into details but..yea. He is so nice and cute and sweet, and calls me gorgeous and perfect...At first I thought it was just because he wanted s** but now I dont know. Earlier he said he truly liked me alot.
We're going to hang out tomorrow, and he said he wants to have s**,get high,stuff like that. I've never done drugs or even smoked. I know, I must seem like a big baby but I have never wanted to. And I reallyy don't want to now! Plus, I do want to do things with him but definitely not s**.
Me and my boyfriend are waiting for 2 years since we're both virgins and want it to be special.
What I forgot to mention is, my boyfriend is old friends with the guy. Which I had no clue of until yesterday. ...You can tell how awkward that is. Of course, my boyfriend doesnt know, but I think he's getting suspicious.
So, bad boy stoner or gentle commitment-type guy?
I'm sure the latter is what most would choose, but what if the "bad boy stoner" makes you feel so alive? I mean, he isn't the boyfriend type but..he makes you feel special.
I'm scared my boyfriend will catch me, and then my perfect relationship will be ruined. I dont know what to do.
I know it isn't right to cheat but..I want both of them.