I have a boyfriend that I've been with

I have a boyfriend that I've been with for 6 months, it's been great and I still love him completely.

But I got in touch with an old enemy. A year back we had a few nasty fights and until now I had pretty much forgotten about it.

But, we talked and it started getting really...intimate? I guess you could say. I dont know why I did, to be honest.

We hung out yesterday and it was amazing. I won't get into details but..yea. He is so nice and cute and sweet, and calls me gorgeous and perfect...At first I thought it was just because he wanted s** but now I dont know. Earlier he said he truly liked me alot.

We're going to hang out tomorrow, and he said he wants to have s**,get high,stuff like that. I've never done drugs or even smoked. I know, I must seem like a big baby but I have never wanted to. And I reallyy don't want to now! Plus, I do want to do things with him but definitely not s**.

Me and my boyfriend are waiting for 2 years since we're both virgins and want it to be special.

What I forgot to mention is, my boyfriend is old friends with the guy. Which I had no clue of until yesterday. ...You can tell how awkward that is. Of course, my boyfriend doesnt know, but I think he's getting suspicious.

So, bad boy stoner or gentle commitment-type guy?
I'm sure the latter is what most would choose, but what if the "bad boy stoner" makes you feel so alive? I mean, he isn't the boyfriend type but..he makes you feel special.

I'm scared my boyfriend will catch me, and then my perfect relationship will be ruined. I dont know what to do.
I know it isn't right to cheat but..I want both of them.

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  • Don't give it up to Stoner Boy. He might just be looking to score and since you're a virgin that would be a big victory to him. He'd probably tell the whole world, everybody would think you're a s*** and you'd definitely lose your boyfriend. M********* and think of Stoner Boy till the l*** goes away. Hopefully that will work for you.

  • Im sure that your boyfriend can make you just as good or even better than this guy. I think you are just caught up with it because its new and exciting and makes nervous and giddy thats usually how new relationships are (or just flings) but you don't know if this guy will just leave you right after or something. You should definitely keep it special and wait.

  • ^^DITTO, DITTO, and DITTO

  • If you want a reputation as someone who dumps good guys for losers, then go for it. Otherwise, sever those ties with Stoner Boy for good and don't look back.

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