i'm so fake. i'm so selfish. so

i'm so fake.
i'm so selfish. so selfish to the point where i broke up for my first boyfriend all because he wasnt cute. i always thought about wat other people thought.
i look back now and i realize that i was so wrong. im too hard headed to say sry to him,
i'm so fake to others. ive changed so much just to fit in.
im sick of being here. i'm so nice to people but really i talk s*** behind their backs. im SICK of it. i feel bad.
i hate how i go to sleep with guilt on my mind and wake up the next morning not feeling a difference.
its disgusting. im GLAD im moving away. i LIE to people ill miss them.
but truthfully, im done with everything. ive changed for the best. now all i want is to start over and have people see who ive really become. =]
i'll be happy. then when i come back to where ive started, id be a better person to who ever i wasnt nice to.

yes. <3

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