i'm 15 and this man...35 and living

i'm 15 and this man...35 and living states and states away wants me to live with him....
crazy part is i'm actually considering it. Not because i want to be with him or be his girl...i just really want to get away.
I've been saying this for years, i need a new life.
i don't know if i'll do it though..its scary, course that kinda just turns me on lol.Am i ready to abandon everyone? How would it work anyways..what about school?
What if i do go and one day he doesn't want me anymore..
I'm not sure that would happen..the taboo of it would probably keep him to me..if not me alone.He keeps talking about making my belly grow...
i'm scared, h****, and considering turning away from my life without looking back.

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  • So, you won't be reminded of that rape, but are willing to subject yourself to the sick molestation fantasies of some disguisting pedophile? Have you ever told anyone about being raped? If not,maybe that is why you feel the way you do. I mean, perhaps YOU are the one that pushes others away. You need to deal with the grief of being raped with a professional counselor, because running away with this trash you call a man will f*** your life up even more. You are so young, and by living a self destructive life, you will waste it.
    So is this about surviving the rape, or wanting a surgar-daddy that you've never had a face to face converstation with? Would you Dad give you a ride there? Would the guy pick you up? Do you really think you can just 'run away' from unresolved feelings about the past? Denial denial denial.

  • just wait and your life will turn itself around. dont "get away" try new things instead, face ur fears, "fix"watever it is you want to get away from. youre still young, whatever u have faced in the past you can overcome. Surely meeting a guy 2 yrs your senior on the internet is not the solution!!

  • So is this about surviving the rape, or wanting a surgar-daddy that you've never had a face to face conversation with? Would your Dad give you a ride there? Would the guy pick you up? Do you really think you can just 'run away' from unresolved feelings about the past? Denial denial denial.

  • So, you won't be reminded of that rape, but are willing to subject yourself to the sick molestation fantasies of some disguisting pedophile? Have you ever told anyone about being raped? If not, maybe that is why you feel the way you do. I mean, perhaps YOU are the one that pushes others away. You need to deal with the grief of being raped with a professional counselor, because running away with this trash you call a man will f*** your life up even more. You are so young, and by living a self destructive life, you will waste it.

  • orig poster>> You wanna know why i want to leave? well for one my family hates who i am...i'm not respected by anyone and i'm sick of looking across the street and seeing the house i was raped in. i dont want to be reminded of it anymore.

  • Do you have any sense? What do you think is going to happen.
    Also you think life is hard, give me a f****** break. You live at home with your parents, right? You don't have to worry about paying rent, bills, food, etc. GET REAL. Read a book.

  • The man is a PEDOPHILE! You think he won't "want you anymore" because it is "taboo"? He will get tired of you when you are older, and find some other young teenager that is desperate and vulnerable. If that is not the case, he will probably f****** kidnap you or something. Even if your life is hard, it is not worth it to take a chance on some a****** you met online! You are 15, and should be smarter than that!

  • be careful....hopefully you actually know this guy to say the least...dont leave, trust me you will regret it in the end

  • Oh get real. Internet luring. You life will totally change as you get close to graduating. You will probably get a job to help with saving for tution, and you'll meet dozens of available guys your own age, and ready to party. At that time, your friend will be 42. Statutory rape anyone?

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