My confession: I love my fiance to
My confession: I love my fiance to death, and we have been together since I was very young (I lost my virginity to him). We took a few "breaks" in the first few years of our relationship. The "breaks" usually lasted about a month, and it happened 4 different times. He thinks he is the only guy I have ever slept with, but on those "breaks", I slept with a total of 4 other guys. I would never tell him because at the time, I knew if he knew he wouldn't get back with me. I never loved any other of the guys, and I feel a little guilty (for lying, not for sleeping with them), but if I told him now, it would destroy our relationship. I love him to death, and I plan on letting him believe forever that he is the only one.