I'm a 31 year old, single professional woman, normal in every way to the point of being dull and boring, but I have this fantasy of thousands of men looking at naked pictures of myself and masturbating over them.
It began as a random thought when I was reading about yet another celebrity whose naked pictures had found their way onto the Internet. I wondered how they must feel knowing that thousands of men had seen them naked and I assumed it would be incredibly embarrassing and humiliating.
One of my girlfriends commented that the idea of thousands of perverts jerking off over naked of you would be disgusting.
I agreed with her of course but I couldn't stop thinking about how it would REALLY feel and I found that the more I thought about it, the more the idea began to turn me on.
Now it's become an obsession with me but I doubt I would ever do it. I would love to but I would never have the courage.
I don't understand why this has become such a big deal to me. S** is not a big deal in my life and never has been. I don't mind having s** occasionally with a guy I really like but I could easily live without it.
I used to m********* perhaps once a month and would go for several months without masturbating but since this has become an obsession I am now masturbating every night and sometimes more than once a night and having the most incredibly intense o******.
I'm not beautiful and men aren't exactly queuing up to ask me out, but my friends tell me I have a hot body and I think most men would like to see my naked body.
I go about my business every day like Ms Normal with a capital 'N' and constantly imagine guys all over the world jerking off at pictures of me naked and masturbating myself into a frenzy every night ... and nobody knows or would ever imagine.