I used to be mean to people...I would
I used to be mean to people...I would say demeaning things to them. I remember several specific instances. I feel really bad about it. I realized that this was because of a lack of confidence in myself and also I wasn't being treated well by my step-mother and I learned this behavior from her.
I just feel bad and think about the mean things I used to say to some people and I wish I hadn't acted that way. I don't act like that now though. But I think about it a lot. I just wish I could apologize to those people...but I don't even know them anymore.