I am a female and I have been having fantasies about submission and dominant men. I have been pretty conservative my whole life about s** until now but lately I've been craving to experiment with new things. I have a boyfriend who is extremely vanilla and I know what he is not ready for what I want. Part of the problem is that I don't even want to do these things with him, as much as I love him, because I also have an urge to do these things with somebody experienced and knows what they're doing. I can't stand the thought of leaving him but at the same time I find myself daydreaming about being a submissive and being dominated by a man.
For now I keep this to myself and try to suppress these new feelings