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Thin line between love and hate
I hate the father of my child sometimes.
But by hating him I hate my self because that's who I chose to be with. He has other kids too but he's a selfish lying abusive person. He's cocky and he's forgotten that before he had anything he had nothing and that I was there. I sometimes regret the decision I made to be with him but I have no choice now since we have a kid but I fantasize about a time where I was no longer without him and it was just me I had to take car of now I feel stuck with this ** who doesn't appreciate me or anything I do. Even though I have a group of men that would love to be with me I can't let him go. But I will always hold a grudge with him for not supporting and taking care of me and our child so sometimes I secretly hate him.
You keep going on and on about your kid. Did you "oops" him, thinking that would "change" him and turn him into your ideal version of him? There's a certain kind of female that does that.
So sad when love is unappreciated