Several years ago, I was curious about sucking another mans c*** but never acted on the urge until one night after a few beers. I went to the men seeking men section of craigslist and found a guy near my home to have my first experience with another man. Nervous, but extremely excited and turned on, I sat in the car working up the nerve to go and meet this strange man I met a short while ago on the internet. Before I knew it I was knocking on his door...
He let me in, and was gentile and understanding, since I told him this was my first time. He took his pants off to expose his gorgeous c*** and I was overwhelmed with desire. I immediately dropped to my knees and began sucking, my c*** was harder than it was ever before. We slowly worked our way over to his bed where I sucked until he blew his load all over my face. I couldn't believe I sucked, and absolutely enjoyed sucking c***!
Over the years I have sucked probably 15 different guys, and been f***** about 5 times total. I am beginning to realize that I enjoy sucking c***, swallowing c** and being f***** more than I enjoy women. I honestly think I am turning gay... I dream about sucking c*** and feeling another man c** down my throat all the time. I don't dream about women any more, if I have a sexy dream it is always with men! I can literally think about c**** and get a raging hardon, but can't do the same when thinking about women.
I used to think I was bi, but I am beginning to think I am gay... I wouldn't turn down the opportunity to have s** with a beautiful woman, but given the choice of a beautiful woman or a submitting to a man with a hot c***, I would chose the c*** every time.
Maybe a phase I am going through, and I can't believe I am even saying this, but I absolutely love c*** and crave it every day.