i didn't get my nose pierced because i
i didn't get my nose pierced because i wanted a change or i needed to declare my independence. i got one because i wanted to feel as mutilated and dirty on the outside as i felt on the inside. i did it to feel ugly. so i could have a physical reminder of how f***** i felt. last night my ring fell out when i was asleep and the hole closed. there's no sign of it anymore... and i'm slowly beginning to feel like more than just that hole's healing.