Confused about who I am
I am a married man soon to enter my 30's. I am generally confortavke with myself but lately I have confusions over my life. I love small or is humiliation and sometimes get my wife to take part, I also love female ** and crave to have a mistres to abuse me. I am a straight man but would do anything a woman told me to do. Lately I have been trying on women's underwear and I like it. Now nothing seems more amazing to me than to be stripped by a mistress to reveal me wearing bra and ** and then to be ** up the ** by her. In fact I want to be gang banged and abused by a group of women with strains and **. I want to ** them and be ** by them all night long. Then I want to perform a variety of sexual acts on them and be forced to eat my own **. I fear I becoming a sissy for **. I'm not sure how to continue this or whether to stop and never think or ** about it again.
My wife knows I am bi, and she lets me blow guys while she watches, but only if I wear a satin teddy, stockings, garter belt, and **.