Confused about who I am
I am a married man soon to enter my 30's. I am generally confortavke with myself but lately I have confusions over my life. I love small or is humiliation and sometimes get my wife to take part, I also love female domination and crave to have a mistres to abuse me. I am a straight man but would do anything a woman told me to do. Lately I have been trying on women's underwear and I like it. Now nothing seems more amazing to me than to be stripped by a mistress to reveal me wearing bra and panties and then to be f***** up the ass by her. In fact I want to be gang banged and abused by a group of women with strains and d*****. I want to suck them and be f***** by them all night long. Then I want to perform a variety of sexual acts on them and be forced to eat my own c**. I fear I becoming a sissy for femdom. I'm not sure how to continue this or whether to stop and never think or m********* about it again.