Please don't think...
that you were just some random f***. I really DID love you, but you couldn't seem to stay away from other boys so don't you dare say that you "truly love me and want to spend the rest of your life with me."
I'm sorry I took your virginity, and sometimes I'm sorry I gave you mine. Truth be told, I get sick when I look at the scar where you cut me and I think back to that night. You didn't even look my way until I took you by the hand and told you what I wanted to do.
Once upon a time you truly ment something to me, but you f***** this up, not me. I would never have cheated if you weren't already in love with someone else.
You f***** yourself over, and no ammount of vodka or pot can fix your mess.