No family, no reason to live
I lost my parents and siblings in a car accident several months ago. I cannot take the grief anymore, so I am going to kill myself to be with them. I have no other family except for some really distant cousins who I've never even met.
Sure, I have lots of friends, but you know what? S**** them. They don't mean s*** to me. They aren't family.
Family is the most important thing in the world. Friends come and go. You only get one family. When you don't have family, you have nothing. I am nothing without my family.
Do not pull the “they would want you to keep living” card (you people have any idea how many people have said that to me?). I don’t care what they might want. I know what I want and that is to not live this way anymore.
I am sorry that I will be hurting my friends, but that's the way it has to be.