I am probably going to end it next week.
Go to a church or call a suicide hotline. I recommend celebrate recovery. It's great and they have so many different groups. Try to find a celebrate recovery in your area. There's always a way.
Stop - don't waste this gift of life!What if you go through with it to only find out you have to be reborn to complete your life's mission. Being born in this day and age with all the Selfish, Incompetent, lazy, drug addicted moms that seem to be rampant nowadays seems like a scary proposition.Please fight through this - get a pet, another job, keep busy - this too shall pass and you will find Happiness one day I pray!
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