What's wrong with me?
I'm not happy. I haven't been happy and I don't know when I will be and it's starting to show. It's almost like my depression is leaking out of me and pushing away everybody I love. They keep saying I'm too depressing to talk to or that they don't even know why they try anymore. The problem is that I can't even tell when I'm being this way. I'm trying. I'm trying so f****** hard for everybody but I don't know what's wrong. Everybody tells me that the way I'm acting is wrong. How am I acting? What's so wrong with it? What's so wrong with feeling this way when it's a part of who I am?