I love my brother
Even though i am 20, and have a girlfriend i am unhappy. She is amazing but i don't feel much for her as i do for my little brother ( he is 18). He is always in my head and he always smells so nice and is soft i want to touch him. But i feel like a bad person when i get so eager to. I know he is gay but i am not sure he will go that far. This is my darkest secret.