I have had bisexual experiences
When I was younger and single, I experimented with other men. I performed oral s** on several guys. I have never found men sexually attractive; it was more about a need to please. It frightened me and excited me at the same time. I had difficulty with it because I felt like it was wrong, but I also enjoyed it because most of the time it was really obvious when my partner was enjoying what I did. Most of the time, though, my nervousness kept me from enjoying it and even stopped me from going through with it. I eventually decided it wasn't for me, and I left it behind.