Being lied to
I have been with a man, who is 25 years old, for almost 6 years. i am 22. we met online and we met each other for the first time 2 years ago. we supposed to get married. he lives in Germany i live in kurdistan-iraq our relationship got worse when he went back to his country. it was hard for both of us to break up.. he always told me he loves and would marry me for the entire of this 6 years.. but sometimes he told me i am not his type but he loves me.. recently he went to turkey for vacation. he told me something is different i want to a start a new life here and find a girl here.. i was so hurt because just a day before he took off he said its only vacation i will marry u, u are the only one for me...i am tired of his lies and the fake promises he makes everyday. he is so unstable.. i always found him cheating on me.. i stayed for my reputation and family ...u know girls get killed for reputation thing... i know we wont be for each other..and he is not happy with me.. he said he has doubts.. because i am not his type..he likes slutty girls with blond hair and white skin.. iam latino with black hair....i have decided this time to separate and try to forget because he said he wants to learn about what girl he wants ..he told me to wait till he meet other girls and her cousins in turkey..when we met we only kissed ...what should i do?