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I was sitting at the bus stop by myself
I was sitting at the bus stop by myself after work. I was about to call a friend to have a talk, but I realized by the end, there is no one I can call.
I am 27 this year, going to 28. no bf, a failed secret underground relationship a couple of years ago affects me still. my friends just think i am a psycho every time when I talk about my true feeling. I have a job, but not a great one, pay less than I expect. I don't have any close friends to talk to. I feel lonely and insecurity all the time. I have problem to talk to my parents on every weekend phone call. I am so lonely, I can't find a soul mate. I confess I feel I am such a loser, I am nothing at all.
Its nerver easy when we realize how life has not turned out for the better.. but the good news is that you realized finally ... now it time for you to make changes in your life.. I realized it at age 33 single father w/ two kids. I had no one.. my ex remarried and left the kids with me.... all i ever did was work all the time to pay the bill... but recently i woke up... I change my life... i starting school this fall... I hope to be finish with school by the time i'm 40 .. so keep you head up.. and change you life for the better...
I AM NOT THE ANSWER TO EVERYONE'S PROBLEMS!
God
You are right. You are nothing, without Christ that is. You are in the perfect position to hand him your life and let him make a booming success out of you. Think about it you've tried everything else. Why not try this.
Imagine who and where you want to be in 3 years. Make that your goal. Nothing outrageous (reasonable dreams actually do come true): a relationship that you like, a job that you like, a life that you like- it will be realized as long as you do 2 things:
1.) Accept what comes your way even if it isn;t what you think it is at first.
2.) Never, ever again think of yourslef as a loser- never think it. If others think it then tell them to kiss your **. Doing that is a dream killer and you need your dreams.