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I am exclusively attracted to East Asian men

I am a woman in my 20's. I was convinced for a long time that I was either lesbian or asexual because I found the thought of intimacy with men so repulsive. All until I met my teacher. He was a middle aged Chinese man. He was so different from all the other males I had encountered. So delicate and sweet. Suddenly, I became just as sexual as my peers. I went online to chat with and talk to Chinese, Korean and Japanese guys instead of chatting up boys like my friends did. And even to this day, I can only feel attraction, both physical and emotional, to East Asian men. I have just had one relationship and I feel so lonely as the possibilities are more narrow. I can't change this. This is more of a sexual orientation than a preference as I am disgusted by all other men.

Everyone thinks I am lesbian and sometimes I just go along with it because no one questions me up to the point that I have to defend myself and how my body reacts. I feel so lonely in all of this and feel that it's more like a curse or disability. I also want to date, marry and have a family but it's pretty much impossible considering I am too poor to travel. I just see and hear all my friends with their dates, boyfriends and kids.

I wouldn't ever change me because this is afterall who I am and the thought of being with any other man or procreating with one is so alien to me that I can't even grasp it.
But I still feel sad. Is life supposed to be this lonely?

Jun 28

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    • Ope. Just sick of fat gringos thinking they are hot. They are mostly fat cows. Smelly, stinky pigs. And their boys are uneducated, uninformed maga dimwits enriching the wealthy while Mao Junior crushes the smart people in the world staffing RFK jr and his clones to positions of power.

    • East Asian women are the best as well. Not fat or over-entitled like American women. Tight in the right place too.

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