this past may, my boyfriend got into a car accident and died instantly. i loved him with all my heart and still do. i wanted to marry him and i miss him more and more everyday. but surprisingly his friends have taken me in and consistantly been making sure that im ok by hanging out with me or texting or calling me. my boyfriend was nineteen and im sixteen so his friends are all older than me, making them like older brothers to me...except one of them. yea, ive fallen for my dead boyfriends best friend..am i a completely horrible person?