Ln love with a boy outside marriage
Hi, im a 37 years old married woman with two sons. married life is not great but im managing.my husband is very good person who remains always busy in his work and most of the days remains out of station. i am highly energetic active and ambitious. to engage myself i did my higher education and got my doctorate and am working as a professor in a college. everyone in my family friends and at workplace have lots of respect and are very proud of me. Ive so many credits to my side and have a high value system and i stand by it.so my life was good though not great.family job friends and all. before six months an old student (12 years younger to me) texted me in facebook and i was replying him as a student. then we got along well and became good friends. he is a very good boy. but after some days he told me that he was having a crush on me from his college days. i didnt take it seriously and then again we were chatting daily and there was a bonding between us.i started to enjoy his company and was emotionally attached to him.we chatted day and night when he said that he was in love with me.i too was convinced got carried away with the new feeling and felt love for him. though i never saw him in person.he says that love has no age and blah blah..i was really feeling love for him.he is such a good boy and is committed that he does not think of anyone else. bt i keep saying that such a feeling for a married woman is wrong. for which he says that we are not going to get married, nor am i asking you to leave your family or spouse, nor we are physically involved. this is love and love is eternal. i vl be there for you for life time. i will get married and have a family but i will always love you.i liked it. but his thoughts were constantly engaging me. i was always thinking of him. so i took a decision and asked him not to text me again and leave from my life. i know he will be shattered and me too. he didnt text me after that. i keep on thinking about him coz i know that he will be in pain.now i want some suggestions so that i can come over everything and stop thinking about him. im engaging myself in different activities and im busy. but his thoughts are constantly haunting me!i love the feeling of being in love and know that this boy is also true. i did this bcoz..though i feel love for him i know that its not right. The thing is that i also love him a lot. should i ask him to come back and continue this friendship with him sharing love towards him secretly or should i let him go.he lives in another country at present and there are rare chances of me meeting him. he says that he will come to meet me one day even if i get old.
can u ppl pls help me to come out of all this. thank you.