I find it so hard.
I find it so hard to not flirt with other guys when my boyfriend isn't around.
I do love my boyfriend, but I find it so hard not to want to get to know new guys, new personalities. Especially sweet guys, because he really isn't a sweet guy. They kind of..fill the spaces he leaves.
He gets so jealous though, so I don't tell him if I'm going to meet up with a couple of guys. Even though it'll just be to sit and play Xbox or something stupid and totally inncoent.