Inner turmoil

My dads health is deteriorating he might not last a year or two
I'm keep a cool head about it keep my emotions out of it
Doing my best to help out
But there's rage that is bubbling up to the surface
I hate confrontation
I hate how I'm so meek and helpless
I'm so tired of pretending that everything is ok
Tired of peoples s***
I want to let it out
Let it wash over me
Let the monster out

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  • You're dealing with care giver and in-law stress too? What h*** on earth - stand up for yourself and take care.

  • I long ago decided that my family and relatives were hurtful and disrespectful to me. I decided over 5 years ago to suddenly cut off all contact with 31 family members. I have gone on to a stress-free life and have never regretted it. No drama, no more hurt feelings, no more being yelled at. Every once in a while one will try to call, I just ignore it. Sometimes you have to let your family go...or they will drive you mad.

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