falling apart

im so bottled up
im sick and tired of people expecting me to do things, such as to stay in college
i espcially hate how college makes u take those gen ed courses
who are "they" to tell anybody what they should learn, think or want
college should be about learning what you are intrested in solely
but they are too focused on wasting ur time so they can make their fortunes
why do i feel forced to live up to the expectations of my family and friends and society
i dont want to, im extremly unhappy
but im too weak to do anything about it
i feel so powerless and hopeless
i cry everyday and stress just keeps on building up
i look in the mirror and dnt see myself at all but a stranger with watery red eyes staring back
i do not know who i am anymore
im confused and lost

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  • we all feel lost around that time, not sure where to go, who to turn to or who to trust. . I just wonder, what is it that will make you happy? And why does it seem unreachable, when really, anything is possible.

  • get over it, at least you have life. Listen to this song called Ain't got no, by Nina Simone on youtube. You'll feel better

  • Sounds like depression. . .they have pills for that you know.

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