Dirty Girl

I'm 16f and I'm sort of a really dirty and ** girl. I want **. I want it bad, but I'm a virgin. I like to watch ** and get myself off watching different things. I like watching ** girl, girl's getting ate out. I love watching girls getting penetrated. It makes me so ** to see a guy get penetrated too. My most favorite is watching a girl squirt. Watching girl makes me want to eat ** too. I also really want a ** deep inside my **. I'm so **, but I'm also really bad.
I went through my dad's phone a couple weeks ago. I found nudes of both him and a woman he'd been texting. I sent them to myself and got off on them. I felt terrible and deleted them right away. Then I went through his stuff today after I heard him ** last night. I found lube and condoms. He wasn't here so I poured some of his lube in a bottle and hid it in my room. I also took a condom and hid it in my stuff animal, I'm so weird.
I'm so dirty and I just don't know what to do. A couple months ago I found dirty underwear in his nightstand too. I'm ** and I want to have a little fun myself, but knowing my dad is dirty too is weird.