I know you love me

You really do deserve better. A ** is a terrible word to call a woman, or anyone for that matter. It's a slang word for **, which makes a woman's private part seem vulgar. It sounds like you are being verbally abused. I was called a ** by aman before, and a few months later, it escalated to him slapping me and calling me that word over and over again. I know men get angry at us sometimes, but that's no excuse to use that horrendous word. Maybe you should reevaluate your relationship? Only you know this.. Sorry to hear that this happened to you..