I don't want children
Not right now anyways, I'm too young, but my boyfriend always talks about it with me. Especially lately, he keeps saying he wants to give me a child (which turns me on, I'm not going to lie. Especially when he says it during s**, it makes me o*****) and then he goes on to talk about our life with kids in the future and how our kids will be.
He's a lot older than me, so it makes sense for him to be ready for it. He's already experienced life and is in the settling down stage. But I've barely done anything. I've spent the majority of my life looking after my younger brothers and babysitting other people's kids as a job... I'm honestly tired of it, and it puts me on the fence of wanting children in general. Not only that, I want to be free and fully experience life. I want to travel. I want to only think about myself -- and my boyfriend to an extent, because he always relies on my for support a lot. Just thinking about it, it feels like I'm breathing fresh air. I can't do that with children... In fact, it makes me feel suffocated.
Is that wrong?