I never desired to be a mother, I was married at the time. I didn't have a great experience when I was young with my own mother. I knew I had nothing worth passing along. I'm selfish with me, having to be responsible was like F*** really! I think I hate it more now that they're older, 21,20 and 11. My daughters make want to choke myself, and my son well f****** shoot me immediately. I say such hateful s***, like my mouth has ZERO filter. They want to have kids, and I'm like why?? My biggest pro me is I can't be me because I'm mean, as if I care. It's great to know I'm not the only one.