I don't know what to do
I recently moved schools and instantly had this crush on this guy, he's just perfect, like I get huge butterflies everytime I see him and I can't find the words to talk to him. But this other guy had taken an interest in me and asked for my number, I gave him it in a friendly manor assuming we were just gonna be friends because he's 17 and I'm 15. I was sat revising yesterday and this other guy came up to me and sat with me, he then led me to another classroom quite innocently 'to help me revise better' we spoke and got on well but I didn't catch feelings. At the end I made up that I had to leave to get dressed for PE, he stood up and held out his hands , I assumed to help me up, but instead he pulled me in and kissed me whilst grabbing my butt, I didn't kiss back I just let it happen and he then said 'I've been meaning to do that a while' I left and pretty much cried. I honestly don't know what to do. I have feelings for the first guy but if word gets out I kissed the other guy, I have no chance with him???? F*** What do I do??