another lame confession
I go to boarding school.
At school I act like I have so many cool friends at home, and when I lived at home I did, but I've lost touch with many of them and now I only have about 5 good friends at home.
At home, having lost touch with almost everyone, I act like I have so many close friends at school when in reality I only have about 5.
I used to wish I had more friends in both places..
And then I noticed the reason I don't is because I'm fine with the amount of people I actually do like, I don't think I could handle any more people in my life.
I love my ten people :)
^ ^ ^True! I have been out of school for only 2 years. I have only my ONE best friend whom I've had since like 3rd grade.
:) Your ten people love you. Consider yourself lucky. They get fewer as you get older.