Both Married Now
He's been married for as long as we've been "hanging out". I saw it as just someone to have fun with, no strings attached. After a few yrs he told me he loved me but I thought of it as friend love, not in love. We stopped seeing each other for 2-3 yrs, but still had social media. I got married in the meantime. We recently connected again for dinner a few times nothing more. He's getting divorced and said he regrets not fighting for my love. I told him I'm not leaving my husband nor cheating on him. He understands and just wants to spend time with me. I feel that us spending time with each other might lead to more. I wanted to kiss him so badly the last time we met up (blame the vodka). I like having this secret friend to go out with. I should stop including martinis for dinner I guess.