Tempted
Id rather be high than cry over him again. I love him so much it hurts me and pains me. Work is hard, cant focus. Boyfriend, poor guy, i cant fully love him i just cant... i miss my kinda ex. Sometimes i feel like i cant go on, like i want to crawl under a rock with a needle and just die...it'd be easier than watch him go around and live life with someone else. I cant even be grateful for who i have, i cant love him like i love my kinda ex... i just cant. What kind of wife/mother will i be if i am still in love with a man i cant be with.. i dont want to love him but i just do... my heart breaks every day
Grow the ** up.
Some people are never happy with what they have.
What the ** is a kinda ex??