I started this to be better.
I started using steroids to build a better body. No one knows. My wife does not appreciate the work I have put in to slimming down and getting fit. I hoped it would help her be more attracted to me but I still lay in bed next to her with no attention for my emotional or sexual needs. I have told her my wants and the requests go unfulfilled. Maybe I'll meet someone that will take care of me as much as I take care of them.