I just want someone to be there for me
I don't have a bad life, its not great but I have just about everything I could ask for except emotion support... I try to be there for everybody... I help strangers no matter what age because I don't want them to have to go through what I did and now I am so depressed that its not funny and I have no one... All I want is for someone I dont care who, to come up to me and say "Everything is going to be okay, just hang in there!" Or for the dog that sleeps on the end of my bed while I cry to come up and lick me! Is that too much to ask for? I am going to go insane and I can't handle this anymore! I don't want to go on but I care too much of the people my suicide would hurt to do it... I WISH I DIDN'T CARE!