It's been about 4 and a half months

It's been about 4 and a half months since I have had my drug of choice, and yet I still long to do it just one more time. Ha! We all know where that will lead. My only saving grace is that I am now living in a country 9000 miles away from the place I used to call my home. God knows I have tried to get the s*** here - but thankfully I have been unsuccessful so far.

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  • The truth, I think you will alway crave this drug. I know I do. Don't do it. It has been so long. I know you can do it.

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  • Congrats on almost 5 months! And yes, you are right, it will never be just one more time!

  • 4 and a half months!! Thats pretty good man, dont stop now!! I hope u never find it cuz your doing way too good to go back now.

  • COCAINE

  • substitution is the answer... try caffeine

  • where are you ? what country ? congrate btw x

  • be tough and hang in there. i will have 14 years clean on march 15th

  • keep thinking of the bad views of this drug. one day you will overcome it!!

  • Well done.

  • I am pretty much in the same situation.

  • Good to hear you have been unsuccessful, one day you may not crave this "drug" and look back and feel that you did the right thing.

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