I have major depression. I've only told one of my closest friends. I'm going to make up a fake name for Ok, so 'Sarah' almost told everybody in my class that I have depression. I can't really trust her anymore.... I wish I didn't even tell her. Everyone who would bother to talk to me is leaving next year. I hate talking about my feelings and I don't know why. I mean about ANYTHING. I can barely even speak up enough to say to stop if someone is annoying me by doing something. I am very insecure about every little thing I do or say wrong. I have cried a total of 17 times this month and it's only the 8th! Everyone treats me like s*** at home, so school is the only thing that I have left and that's not going very good for me either at the moment. It's pitiful and sad that the only things that make me happy in life now is YouTube, my fanfic that I'm writing, and my music. All of that is on my IPad that I'm writing this with and if someone takes it away from me... Well..... I'm f****** screwed. The only person that's been with me through all of this is God and I need Him like h*** right now. The saddest part about all of this is............

I'm only 11 years old.


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  • Thank you. You do not know how much this means to me. This got me to cry (in a good way). May God bless your soul. ??

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