Hate my life

I look around and all I see are happy people. I can't avoid them. I haven't been one of those people in longer than I can remember. I've been severely depressed since childhood. I think about suicide nearly everyday, but I'm too much of a coward to follow through. Why can't I just be happy? What is wrong with me?

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  • You're not alone. This planet is f*****. Having wanted to die most of my life, here's how I get by...knowing we will all get there someday, no matter what - no one escapes life in tact. So... I ride the s***** days out, knowing it will come on it's own soon enough... Ride this b**** of a wave dude.

  • Try to seek counseling, and get out join activities you like. Get involved in some sort of hobby, something you like to do. Stop thinking about being depressed think about things you can look forward to.. Their are some people who are dying fighting for their life, and wish they had the control to change it but they can't. Jot down every thing You want to do and just do it.. Have fun go enjoy life before you get too old to do so.. Good luck

  • Live in the present. Don't think about the past. When I think about the past I get angry and sad.

  • You need a purpose, maybe a pet (someone to care about), get outdoors do something, meet people; and if you encounter bad ones, just move on til you find some who are worthy! Good luck!

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