To be honest I f****** hate my family sometimes...
To let out my anger and stuff I listen to music, and if I stop listening early or if someone tells me to stop (aka I stop unwillingly) I get really grumpy and moody like I was before.
My parents HATE me listening to music, and I don't understand... they say that it distracts me but they can't explain why I do better listening to music compared to hearing the background noise of their horrible talking and explaining.
I have depression and anxiety, and mild OCD, so I hate it when things are out of order and when things kind of don't go my way.
So yesterday I just snapped, and yelled at my parents for disturbing my work, and got into a huge fight about listening to music while working. They hate me now :(
My brother is no help either all he does is stare at me and whenever I'm trying to listen to music, interrupt me.
My family f****** hates me, and I hate them too.