I have trust issues. Not in romantic relationships but in friendships. I haven't gone that far in life, and I know that this is just the start, but it has been pressuring me for a while now. All my friends whom I trusted always backstabbed me, so I started faking myself. I gave up in making myself happy and started trying to make others happy. It makes me happy. But the doubt of them actually liking me always lies at the back of my mind. I like to think that I have different personalities. When I'm with my family, when I'm with my friends, when I'm with acquaintances and when I'm alone or on the internet. I really tried to avoid having flashbacks or doubting someone but it's always there. I want to stop this from getting worse. I just don't know how.