I miss my husband but ..
I committed a white collar felony awhile back and my life fell apart. I was never incarcerated but I was put on felony probation. My husband stood by me through it all, and avfew months ago he started looking for better job opportunities. ...in another state. He found a job and we have been separated for a few months now...I have requested to leave the state but the process is very long. The separation is really taking its toll on our relationship. We talk abd video chat often, but he has an extremely high s** drive and im not sure how much longer he will be able to wait for me. We had s** daily if not more...and this distance has caused us to quit cold turkey. Phone s** just isnt enough...Im worried if my transfer doesnt happen he may just divorce me. He says he loves me but he just cant take it any more. Im so scared. ..im depressed cant eat or sleep and I cant really focus. Im praying so hard for my transfer to go through. ..