i feel like giving up
i want to give up and comit suiside because my life is horrible i cant carry on living with my mum if i do i think i will go insane, she qwestions everything i say or do, she blames me for everything that goes wrong, my brothers treat me like ** hit me and call me names.
i feel lonley and depressed because i havnt got a boyfriend just a bunch of failed relatonships, i cant move out my house cause im only 15. its been 10 months since i last had ** and i feel like i really need to have **.
ive been self harming for 8 months and im really depressed.
Kill yourself.
You need someone to talk to that you can trust. I can tell you from experience that you may want to have ** but you should try to wait. I had ** at your age and I used protection but I still got pregnant. On top of all of the other things you are having to deal with, it does not sound like you need to add a baby to that list. Cutting yourself or harming yourself in other ways may give you some instant relief, but long term, you will regret it. You need to talk to a friend, a counselor or someone else you can trust. If it is really bad or gets worse you may want to talk to a social worker or the police.