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I so just want to go to any Any town America and meet some random girl/woman,I don't care even if she is married,** her good and knock her ** up,and worry about the consequences later.It seems very difficult for me to find a woman wanting to be knocked up these days.
I am jealous of seeing all these pregnant women everywhere,and none of them are by me.I am tired of being careful and responsible. I have had kids with 3 women; raised the first two as a single parent,share custody with the mother of the next two,same thing with the mother of my last baby.Its not like am a lousy dad,I just like to make babies and raise them.
I have always fantasized about knocking up a stranger,a married woman,a woman who's hubby cannot father a baby,or a woman who wants a baby but no husband,a lesbian,or a woman who wants a bi-racial child. it would not matter to me whether the mother wanted me to participate in the child's life or not. I don't even care if she sees me simply as a sperm donor-all I think about is making babies.
I can't have a baby with just about any woman though.I have to feel like she is going to be a caring loving responsible mother. Having a decent job and education(I do too) is equally important.I don't like having babies at tax payers expense.
The other day I was at a small tavern.I saw this one woman, in a group, who was simply beautiful(not a model type),she had great teeth,healthy hair,nice skin texture,medium size-just an average woman. I just imagined that she could make me a beautiful baby girl,almost just like herself.
I approached,introduced myself,took her to the side and had small talk with her. I simply told her this: " you are a gorgeous woman and I think you will be an awesome mother,I would love it if you would have a baby for me". She asked "are you serious"?I said yes. She just cried in shock. I had to console her by holding her,which looked strange to her group.
After she composed herself,she told me she is married. I wanted to tell her not to worry about what her hubby thinks but I held back. She gave me a hug,bought me a beer,took my number and said she will stay in touch.I doubt she will though,but who knows.See,am trying!
In my case, reading this original post hits me right in my cervix and it just keeps hitting me there until I am totally weak.
I am a romantic. In every way. I read romance novels, I go to romantic movies, and I watch Lifetime channel. And I'm one of those women who think that the most wonderful romances are always those that are adulterous. I think that is true love and I have believed that firmly ever since I was a teen. So, in my view, the thing you did with that married lady in the bar was the most romantic thing I've ever heard of. EVER. It would make the beginning of a great novel or movie. And since you are obviously incredibly intelligent and have a great skill as an author (looking at what you write here), I think you should write it. You begin with this nice white lady, show her with a husband and a couple of children, conventional family and never having ever cheated. Then one night she meets girlfriends from her work for drinks, and she meets this eloquent and commanding black man while there. While her friends watch, he seduces her in front of them, takes her away to a five-star hotel, and impregnates her that night. The love between them grows and grows until they can no longer stand being away from one another. You were meant to write this. You were BORN to write it. So write it.