My Own Family
When I was 6 years old, a few weeks after my father passed away, my cousin sexually touched me. Being a little girl I had no idea what was going on. Then I learned about s**, and rape, and molestation. My own cousin who was a girl sexually molested me until I was the age of 11. The only reason she stopped was because I was staying at my friend's house and her brother tried raping me. I told her and we told her parents. They asked me if it has ever happened before and I said yes, my cousin touches me. They told my mom, and she called the police. 2 years later, at the age of 13, my best friend was 7 years older than me and she had some of her grown guy friends come over. She took one of them in the room and had s** with him leaving me with one. He pinned me on the floor and lucky my guy cousin lived under my friend (they lived in apartments) and he shouted my name. 2 years later, I finally get a boyfriend at the age of 15. First boyfriend ever. We were at his house and he tried to have s** with me, I told him no and he slammed me into the wall and hit me multiple times, then he tied me to his bed and touched me. I haven't spoken to him since then. I'm 16 now.. To this day I feel like I shouldn't be here. Why did it have to happen to me?... And for those of you going to say "you made this up blah blah blah" I did not. I'm mentally and emotionally destroyed over this. Thank you for reading.