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With his Cousin
I have been in a relationship for about a year. I've never cheated or did anything too hurt him "that bad". for some reason our relationship went down hill. he kept leaving me, calling me names, I would leave him blah blah. his cousin who is 2 years younger 19 became my best friend, he was a virgin. he would always be there for me and we became really close in a nonromantic way over a year. One day me and bf got into a bad argument, he left me and made me beg for him and even told me he was gnna sleep with someone else. Of course that same night his cousin (my bestfreind) was there helping me and talking to me, telling me it will be ok. I was so hurt, some how we got into the conversation of me taking his virginity and it happened. It was weird, didn't enjoy it at all, happened in under 3 minutes. I regret it, I feel sick to my stomach and the next day me and boyfriend got back together and things are good. I don't want to ever tell anyone at all. and he agrees to not tell anyone either. I don't feel like im that guilty since I wasn't in a relationship yet it was with his cousin. IDK im not telling anyone and def not my bf.
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