I'll follow you into the dark

I love you so much. I feel so alive when I'm with you. Words could not express the joy I have when you tell me you love me. I'm glad I met you. I'm glad I was around for the time you needed someone the most. I'm glad you got me to stop my dirty habits and gave me a reason to be around. I'm glad we had all those fights. I'm glad we stayed up long nights just talking about our hopes, dreams, and our future together. I'm glad I took an extra week off work to just to get to know you better. I'm glad our souls found each other though the most craziest of ways. I'm glad you chose me.

That was 6 years ago....
it has been 3 years since we've spoken more than a couple of sentences to each other.... I miss you so much and wish things would have worked out for us. After 3 years I still find myself thinking about you. I miss your laugh and sarcasum. I talk to your mom often to hear how life has been treating you. You're going to school to become a nurse now. That's great! I hope nothing but the best for you. I wish I didn't have to stay behind in another state to take care of my family, but I love them to much to leave them. They need me. I wish you could have understood that. I know my family always got in the way of things, but I can't turn my back on them. I'm sorry...

I have moved on with another woman, but I can honestly say that she doesn't fill the hole in my heart that you left. I can't let that stop me from loving her though. She's an amazing woman, but nobody can replace you. I will always check up on you to see if you're ok. I wonder if you think of me too.... I love you, but it's time for me to let you go. Hopefully our souls can find each other in our next lives. Even if it doesn't workout, it would still be nice to know you're still around. Even if it's just for a little while.

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