My twin, Becky, and I have lived together5 years since the day our High school studies ended.i With the same last name, all our friends and landlord think we are husband and wife.
Our mother is sick. Mom saw dad in a sexual position with Becky when she was 11 and ran him off the same night. We have not seen or heard of him since. That was in OKC. When our Grandmother died a few months later, mom moved us to the now vacant ranch in the Oklahoma Panhandle North of Amarillo. Mom promptly resumed our home schooling immediately.
When Becky was caught using mom's d****, she went ballistic. She called me in with them and made Becky continue using the D**** on herself. When Becky refused, mom took over and used the d**** on Becky until she couldn't take anymore. Then she got her Hitachi vibrator out and worked Beckey over for another 20 minutes or more. All the while chiding her with "is that good, shut. Want some more? Do you miss your daddy's c***?"
Then she attacked me, sucking me and making me put it in Becky. Since she and I had already been doing that, I didn't need much urging.
Afterwords, whenever we got into trouble, for the littlest thing, our punishment was always sexual. Before we moved to the ranch, Becky and I shared a bedroom in our tiny house in OKC. So, whenever we could, we would sleep together at the ranch.
This continued until we finished our schooling.
For 5 years, Becky was taking small amounts of cash from mom's purse and when the day came, we caught a bus to Albuquerque and haven't looked back. Neither of us wants children since we are afraid how we would treat them, so I got a vasectomy as soon as we had the cash. Did we do the right thing by living like we do? We both think so. Any encouragement would help because we loved our mother and sometimes worry about her.